Back on the rooftop, Rin had put her clothes on and was sitting on a bench.
She looked up at the sky blankly, her eyes following the clouds.
Deliberately closing the door with a loud noise, she flinched.
âSenpaaiiiiâŠâ
âWhy are you making that almost-crying face?â
âButâŠâ
âDonât worry. After a good talk, she understood.â
âUnderstood⊠What are you talking about?â
âMany things. Anyway, I got her to promise not to go crying to the teacher.â
At that, Rin stood up from the bench and scratched the air anxiously.
âN-No way!? Y-You mean that Takata Takaka!? You managed to convince that uptight person?â
âYeah, surprisingly, sheâs not so bad.Takaka-san.â
With that, Rin leaned against the bench, breathing out a huge sigh of relief.
âThatâs a reliefâŠIf we ended up leaving school together, weâd go on a love escapade. Living off the land deep in the mountains of Okuhida, until our third baby is born⊠Iâve already simulated it all.â
âThere are too many things to point out, but first of all, why Okuhida?â
âSenpai seems to like it, doesnât it? It sounds kind of naughty. Okuhida.â
âApologise to everyone living in Gifu Prefecture!â
âAaa, so itâs in Gifu Prefecture, I see. I thought it was the top pointy area of Hokkaido, because of [oku].. wellâŠâ
âYouâre taking it too far!â
As I sighed in disbelief, Rin let out another relieved breath.
âI really didnât know what to do. The other person I mentioned earlier, the one staying in the dorms, is actually that Takata Takaka-senpai.â
âThe one whoâs skipping home because of summer prep school?â
âYeah.â
âYouâŠyou actually suggested staying in the dorms when sheâs still around?â
âI thought it would be fine as long as we werenât caught⊠and, well, lately Iâve been completely ignored anyway.â
But hearing that was actually a good thing.
If I handle this well, I might be able to keep the fact that I detained someone hidden for a while.
âTakaka-san had a family emergency back home, and she said sheâs changing her plans and going back today. Your dorm posted the summer break plans, right?â
âUh, yes, in the dormitory dining areaâŠâ
âCould you change that? Make it say sheâll be away on a home visit until the last day of summer vacation.â
âWell, sure, I guess.â
Rin nodded with a face that still didnât seem quite convinced.
ĂĂĂ
I couldnât bring myself to embrace Rin any further today, so I only made a promise to visit her dormitory and returned home.
Rin seemed quite dissatisfied, though.
I arrived home a little after three in the afternoon. When I got back to my room, as usual, Lili was floating in the air, engrossed in reading a manga.
âWelcome back, Devi. Youâre home unusually early today, Devi?â
âYeah, it was just the closing ceremonyâŠand there were a few thingsâ
âA few things?â
When I explained the situation, as usual, Lili made a bewildered expression.
âDevi, I didnât expect you to suddenly make a detour, especially when the next target is already decided.â
âIt canât be helped, right?â
âWell, whatever, Devi. For now, go to Freesia and have that Takata girl bring some of her belongings from the dormitory. That way, we can fake a homecoming appearance.â
âThatâll be helpful.â
âBut from what Iâve heard, that girl is quite interesting as material. During the summer break, we can use her as a practice subject for brainwashing and training, Devi.â
âInteresting? How so? In reality, sheâs just an unsociable girl with single eyelids and plain looks, not to mention that inflexible personality of hers. Thereâs nothing really appealing about her.â
At this point, Lili showed a somewhat contemplative gesture.
âWell then⊠What if that girl were to start begging for Fuâminâs cock and even go as far as kneeling down?â
âThat⊠would be a bit interesting.â
As I said that, Lili smiled mischievously.
âAlright, letâs start planning the brainwashing right away, Devi. Isnât that girl uptight and even takes it upon herself to discipline other students?â
âYeah, thatâs right.â
âIs she disliked by other students, Devi?â
âWell⊠yeah, I guess so.â
âA role that doesnât work out well, Devi. Why does she do things that make her disliked? What merit does that girl get from it?â
âEh, merit? Iâm not sureâŠmaybe itâs about gaining the teacherâs favour, which could be advantageous for examsâŠâ
âIf not getting on the teacherâs good side would result in grades that canât even support passing the exams, Devi?â
I shook my head.
âI think she was way ahead of me. She might have been in the top ten of the class.â
âIn that case, thereâs one conceivable merit, Devi.â
âWhatâs that?â
âItâs because itâs ăcomfortă Devi. Behaving stiffly and imposing that stiffness on others comes naturally to her. Do you understand why?â
[TL:愜; I decide to use comfort rather than easy.]
ââŠLike a label? Being raised being told sheâs serious?â
I answer while recalling the time with Tashiro-sam. She was labelled as an excellent and dignified person, and as a result, she started behaving that way⊠That was the story.
However, Lili shook her head.
âActually, the opposite. She should have been raised being called careless by her parents.â
âWhat?! How can they call that carelessâŠâ
âNo, itâs different, Devi. Itâs not that sheâs careless now, but rather, she became like that as a result of being excessively suppressed. Due to oppressive parents fitting her into a mould, behaving stiffly became natural for her. And then, enforcing that behaviour onto othersâŠâ
At that point, Lili pointed her finger right in front of my nose.
âSheâs seeking revenge, Devi.â
ââŠSorry, I donât understand.â
âWell, Devi, humans are creatures moulded by habits. Regardless of personal preferences, if a habit forms, that state becomesăeasieră The girl who has been forced to live stiffly since she was young, for her, that stiff state becomes ăcomfortă.â
âThatâs just too unpleasant.â
âWell, itâs a common pattern, Devi. But on the other hand, even though she feels so suppressed herself, she also senses the inequality that others arenât like that. So, unconsciously, she tries to enforce it onto her surroundings.â
âBut sheâs supposedly living in a dormitory, so once sheâs away from her parents, wouldnât the suppression go away?â
âShe might have thought that initially, Devi. But unfortunately, thatâs not possible.â
âWhy?â
âHave you ever heard a story about someone winning the lottery and becoming a millionaire, only to quickly spend it all and end up back as a poor person? Have you never heard of someone succeeding in a diet but quickly reverting to their previous weight?â
âWell, yeahâŠâ
Itâs not an uncommon story. In fact, it often feels like success and rebound are almost a package deal.
âThatâs because the state of being poor or overweight is ăhomeă while being a millionaire or being thin is ăawayă Devi.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âHuman beings have a function called ăhomeostasis maintenanceă. Essentially, itâs a function that tries to return to a normal state even when thereâs some abnormality. Thanks to this, even if humans have a fever, they return to normal body temperature and donât go below it, Devi. And this function works in the same way for ăbehavioră.
[TL:Homeostasis maintenance;The tendency to maintain a stable, relatively constant internal environment]
âSo, in other words, being in a poor or overweight state is considered normal and it naturally tries to return there?â
âYes, exactly. Changing a firmly established ăhomeă is an incredibly challenging task, Devi. For that girl too, since the state of ăbehaving stifflyă is considered normal, even if she tries to stop it, sheâll ultimately return to that state.â
âI see⊠If thatâs the case, then what do you do?â
Lili puffed out her chest and let out a self-assured snort.
âYou make it so that even if she wants to go back, she canât. You gradually force a change in her ăhomeă over time. To a flashy, irredeemably vulgar gal to a lewd woman who adores Fu-minâs cock. All the way until that stiff eyeglasses-wearing ăhomeă changes.â