One would probably get surprised at most if a chicken rushed towards them, but a swanâs body was well over one meter taller than a chicken, especially when it stood up to its full height.
I wonât lose to you if weâre talking about height!
I raised my head and spread my wings wide.
ăCome at me! Iâll make sure to land a blow on your neck. ă
ââŠUrgh!â
Though she couldnât understand animal speech, Rebeccaâs eyes were now bloodshot.
Even if she was stupid, I knew Rebecca could tell when a swan was getting sassy with her.
âOh so you wanna go a round, I see! You just see what Iâm gonna do-â
âStop at once, Rebecca.â
ââŠAh, Unni.â
Rebecca, who was just about to lose her cool, turned to the cold, elegant voice that sounded behind her.
Rania haughtily spoke up after indifferently watching the two of us like it wasnât related to her.
âI told you to keep a ladyâs dignity whether or not there are people watching you.â
âItâs not like that, UnniâŠâ
âWhy are you talking to an animal.â
ââŠâ
Is this what people mean when they say that rather than the mother-in-law who beats you, the sister-in-law who tries to stop her is more hateful.
Rebecca had gotten mad at me and wanted to fight, person to person, but Rania didnât even see me as a human being.
Her blue eyes were filled with ridicule, seeming as if they were looking at someone beneath her.
âRight, Mother?â
âEr-erk!â
Something glistened in her hand, lighting up the small hall for a moment.
It looked different from what Iâd seen in my previous life, such as a candle or a lightbulb.
I couldnât open my eyes properly for a while because of the intense light.
âNow you look like a human.â
âWha, what is thatâŠâ
âWould you understand even if I explained?â
Iâd meant to give her a hateful smile, but I then saw my hands and feet.
In that moment, I was unable to get used to being in a human body at the sudden change and moved to shake my beak, only to realize I was shaking my head and that the feeling of my beak had disappeared.
ââŠWhat to do. It looks like youâre awkward in a human body and more used to being an animal.â
âItâs still nighttime, how is this possibleâŠâ
âI made a person into an animal, why wouldnât I be able to make night into day.â
ââŠâ
Click.
As she pressed her thumb against something on the small stick that was about the size of a ballpoint pen, our surroundings became dark like before.
I felt my body tingle indicating my transformation into a swan before Rania clicked the button on the stick and the light appeared again. Perhaps she felt proud of herself, because she gave me a smug smile.
âIlluna. Itâs an item that only the Northern Lord can hold. It works by emitting light thatâs been gathered from the sun, so itâs perfect for the North where the days are short.â
ââŠâ
âItâs something that a lowlife canât dare to covet so you should put away any thoughts you have on using it.â
âHahhh.â
I looked at Rania who stood in front of me, slightly bending over.
There was no other witch like her whoâd casually scoff and smile over such a precious magic item.
âBut I guess this really does work. Hm, this is fun.â
âRania Unni! What are you doing right now!â
ââŠâ
âI told you! That this woman went to the city on her own!â
As expected, Rebecca wouldnât stay quiet for long even if her sister pressured her to stop. As soon as I returned to my human body, she quickly began to complain to Rania.
âShe did it on purpose to humiliate the dukeâs household! Or she was trying to run away!â
ââŠRebecca.â
âShe even said with her own mouth that sheâs my mother in front of all those people in the city! Is that something she should even be saying?â
âHm, yes, I think weâll need an explanation. What do you think, Mother?â
ââŠâ
Raniaâs upturned lips returned to their original flat position. I stood up as she turned to me with a frown.
âAs if youâre even going to believe me if I explain?â
ââŠDuchess.â
âYou called me âMother, Motherâ so often that I thought Iâd really become your mother, but what a surprise when you came looking for me in the middle of the night to tie a rope around my neck.â
*Tap.*
My hands had been gripping the floor, and they stung as I shook them, probably having gotten a few splinters when I fell. But since theyâd only enjoy watching me suffer I pressed down on my pain and pretended like nothing happened as I looked at the two of them.
âIf I was trying to escape, Iâd have already tried before, and do you really think Iâd walk around showing my face like that?â
âThen why did you go all the way to a pastry shop for dessert?â
âAnd exactly what else do you think a woman in her 20s goes to a cake shop to do?â
Are you stupid or what?
I snorted as if what she said was ridiculous, and Raniaâs brows furrowed. But I knew this kind of attitude would actually help allay her suspicions.
âI just went because there wasnât anything proper to eat. I thought Iâd get something sweet while I was out.â
âYou think that makes sense? You live half of your life as a black swan, why do you need dessert!â
âIf you donât believe me, go and stuff yourself with some raw fish.â
ââŠâ
I gave a sharp retort to Rebecca, who, unable to contain herself, tried to get a word in.
Of course, I myself never ate raw fish, but I could say whatever I wanted to a person whoâd never lived as a wild animal.
âWhy? Do you want to experience firsthand what it feels like to crave sweets after living like me?â
âW-what! So just for one measly cakeâŠâ
âYeah. I went absolutely crazy for it.â
âEekâŠâ
Rebecca flinched and backed away as I raised my head to look at her. Hands trembling like an invalidâs, she hid behind her sister.
âU-unni. What are you doing! Youâre not really going to believe what sheâs saying, right? At this rate, if we bring shame to the family nameâŠâ
âWeâll grab her by the neck and bury her alive in ice.â
ââŠâ
Rania regarded me with furrowed brows.
She narrowed her eyes at me, mentioning the notorious ice swamp torture method as she warned me.
âThe Duchess knows exactly what I mean. If you pull something like this one more timeâŠâ
âThe eldest daughter will lose all claims to the family title.â
ââŠâ
Why do you even try. We both know what the situation is.
I laughed as nonchalantly as possible and smoothed out the creases on my dress.
I know my value, too.
It wouldnât take much effort to break my neck, but the situation would become much more complicated in the aftermath.
Though I was being used as a puppet, the fact was that the Duchess Evendell held an overwhelming amount of power and prestige in the palm of her hands.
âYou probably still need my existence. Youâll probably need an âintact woman.â and youâll need to show my face from time to time.â
ââŠCatherine.â
âOf course my life is very important.â
Adjusting the stiff collar still around my neck, I looked at Rania squarely in the eyes.
She was a smart girl, she wouldnât get rid of me over something like this.
Look all throughout the Northern Kingdom. Thereâs no other aristocrat family whoâd so blatantly sell their daughter like mine.
âSo you can rest assured. I didnât know todayâs incident would end up becoming so big, Iâll be more careful next time. I wonât recklessly go outâŠâ
âNo. Go.â
ââŠâ
âI didnât say I wouldnât let you leave.â
She gave me a sly smile and lightly looked at me with a slit-eyed look.
âWhat should I be afraid of? The likes of you canât survive anywhere but here. What can you do when you can only be human for half a day. Youâll come crawling back all on your own to avoid being killed by hunters, wonât you?
âThen whatâs the problemâŠâ
ââŠDonât go around pretending to be nice.â
Raniaâs fingernails slowly climbed up towards my cheek.
âCatherine. If youâd rather go on a wicked rampage, like the half-crazy witch you really areâŠwouldnât the situation become difficult for you if these types of rumors spread?â
âWhatâs your point!â
âIâm the one whoâs qualified to be appointed as the successor to the Northern Lands.â
I couldnât even laugh at her thoughts that surpassed my imagination. Sheâd already exceeded what normal people would consider the inconceivable.
She wouldnât listen to what I said in response to her words anyway, so I nodded my head.
âI donât have any interests in the throne, so thereâs nothing to discuss anymore. I get what youâre saying. The incident this time will just have to be ignoredâŠâ
âIgnore? Who?â
ââŠâ
Youâre not saying, me?
Rania pointed at my collarbone as her laughter seemed to thicken with a poisonous air. The atmosphere shifted, and the previously trembling Rebecca gained enough confidence to take a step towards me.
ââŠâ
If it was enough to make Rebeccaâs liver swell, there wasnât anything to be said about me, the target of this situation.
What is this woman planning on doing?
I grabbed at my chest, unable to make a sound, and Rania straightened herself and looked down at me with her blue eyes.
âAs you wanted, Mother, Iâll let you live, but I wonât let you live so peacefully.â
ââŠWhatâs with that. Next week, a lawyer from the Northern Union is going to check up on me?â
âOf course that might be so. To make sure that the Duchess is still alive, to check to see if sheâs completely fine and nothing is strange with her in any way.â
As the last thing Iâd believed in with hope vanished, Rania swallowed her laughter and placed a finger on my cheek.