Fortunately, he wasnât holding a sword, though he was holding onto something else that seemed to have come from off my shoulders.
âThisâŚâ
âAhâŚâ
When did these get on me.
He looked at me strangely as he held the small bits of what appeared to be wood shavings the beavers had gnawed off, in his palm.
Hah! Unlike Lania, who smirked at me with a knowing smile, the emperorâs expression slightly shifted.
âThe Duchess must really have a lot to show me.â
ââŚYour Majesty.â
Are you being sarcastic or what.
His blood red eyes were unfathomable, but honestly, I didnât want to know what he was thinking, at all.
All I needed to do was to hold onto him for a moment and hand Haniel over.
In other words, I just needed to close my eyes tightly and be shameless for a day.
âOf course. After spending time in the vast world of nature, youâd discover phenomena that are both mysterious and mind-blowing. I am certain that Your Majesty will not regret visiting the lake.â
âAnd if I donât end up feeling that way?â
ââŚâŚ.â
Well. I hadnât thought about that, so.
Since Iâd kept my mouth shut and smiled a beat late, I must have looked stupid.
But I couldnât help feeling it was ironic with the emperor looking extremely satisfied with himself, a smug expression on his face.
ââŚAlright then. Letâs do it based on what I decide.â
â â â
âYou! What exactly are you up to?â
Bam.
As soon as the door of the study closed, Lania wildly pointed her finger at me, pushing me towards the fireplace in the room.
Right after the emperor and his brothers went into the smoking salon, sheâd grabbed me, trembling with fury, and dragged me away.
âHow dare you, where do you think this place is! Tell me immediately!â
âAhh, youâre going to wrinkle my dress. I donât have many of these.â
âCatherine!â
Laniaâs voice rose to a higher pitch as I straightened my dress with a sigh.
Read this on littleajummas or you can be a lania. >:
Hopefully her voice would be covered by the loud music in the banquet hall downstairs.
âDonât you think itâll be better to lower your voice a little? Though, of course, it doesnât matter to me either way.â
âI told you to tell me what youâre planning. Donât you know who he is, how dare you speak to him!â
âWhat do you mean? Heâs the emperor.â
And also our little cygnetâs older brother.
The me whoâd suffered to the point of getting my veil pushed aside smiled with my eyes. Laniaâs face obviously got darker at that.
ââŚCatherine, thereâs nothing good that can come from doing this.â
âItâs the same for you as well, though?â
âWhat?â
âThereâs no need to worry that Iâll say something I shouldnât. Iâm not planning on saying anything about the curse anyway.â
âCurse? Hah, so you were using that to do all this?â
In contrast to her wry smile, the incredulous expression in her glistening eyes showed that she thought what I said was ridiculous.
âIâve told you since the beginning, thereâs no point in you telling anyone. Whatever you say, youâre already the Witch of the North. Who would believe the likes of you?â
ââŚâ
âYou stupid thing. You should know that other than you, no one else can return to being a human. You think that counts as evidence? No matter how much you hold onto the cursed ones and deny the rumors, youâll still be a witch. No, youâll become a witch whoâs lost her mind!â
Seeming to be satisfied at the thought, Laniaâs lip twisted upwards even more.
Approaching me step by step, her blackish red shadow fluttered up to the fireplace.
âThink about it. Youâd be blabbering without a shred of evidenceâŚâ
âWhy do I need evidence? My body is proof.â
ââŚWhat?â
âAs you said, who would believe me? Iâm a nobody who came from a fallen noble family that sold off their own daughter.â
Before Lania could walk up to me face to face, I extended a foot forward.
Though I couldnât see a mirror, I knew that my mocking face didnât lose to Laniaâs.
âThanks to a certain someone, it seems Iâve become an evil witch who devoured her own husband, so who would believe me.â
ââŚYou know that, so then why.â
âCanât you tell?â
âBecause I have nothing to lose.â
Our shadows mingled for an instant as we stood across from each other.
Turns out, I was even taller than her.
Lania closed her eyes as she lowered her head.
âTrying wouldnât hurt. All the evil in the North is going to be blamed on me anyway, so why would I care about the repercussions? Itâll just be like throwing a mere match into the fireball of hell.â
âCatherine, I donât know what youâve put your faith in to act like this but thereâs a limit to calling your antics cute and letting things slide. No matter what you do, youâll still be in the palm of my hand. Donât overestimate yourself. No matter what lengths you go to, I can deal with whatever you have planned. And nothing will change for me if a witch dies.â
âWhat do you mean nothing will change? At the least, you wonât be able to become the empress.â
ââŚWhat?â
Laniaâs expression, which hadnât lost its haughty demeanor this whole time, now sharply shook.
She wasnât able to control herself as her grip on my arm tightened.
âSpeak clearly! What did you hear from others!â
âIt isnât something you have to hear from other people to know.â
ââŚâ
âThe reason for a lady like yourself, who could get married tomorrow if she so much as extended her finger, to postpone her marriage for so long by using a widow like meâŚis what I wondered about.â
To be honest, I thought something was weird from the start. For a person like Lania, who had money, power, and a noble title, to still be single, there were only two possible reasons.
Either she hated men in general, or there was a bridegroom she already had in mind and needed time to marry.
âWhy didnât I know this sooner.â
Up till now, I hated even thinking about Lania, and there were very few occasions for us to meet.
But after the female protagonist Haniel was thrust into my life, this all became a different story.
To be precise, I got a hint of this the day when I saw her brightened face as she stared across the lit Winter Palace.
ââŚâ
Eyes that seemed to be dreaming of something, cheeks flushed red.
Well, isnât that the very facial expression of a fan when their favorite idolâs show is broadcasted.
To think I could see such an expression on a person like Lania, I certainly lived a long life.
But a rival was still a rival, so, just to be sure, I went to Lady Melloe.
ăWhat does Your Ladyship wish to ask me about?ă
âIâm curious as to why His Majesty the Emperor has yet to be married. And I wonder if there are other rules or steps involved.â
ăWe are still honoring the national mourning period for the late Emperor and Empress. It is customary for royal weddings and all such national occasions to be prohibited for 3 years, especially for the emperor. Thatâs why the Emperorâs younger siblings married first instead. Of course, the mourning period is almost over nowâŚbut why is Your Ladyship smiling like that?ă
What do you mean why.
I just realized that luck exists for me, too.
I thought this life was doomed from the start, but it seems that it wasnât really the case.
Of course, Lania still held my lifeline in her hands, but at least one thing had changed.
âYou donât know what that means? If Iâm a witch, that means youâre a witchâs daughter, Lania.â
Now I knew this bitch had a weakness.
âSure, known for being a witch from planted rumors is different from actually being a witch. But would it be proper for the daughter of a witch, who suddenly died a tragic death, to join the royal family?â
âCatherine!â
âLower your voice.â
*Shhh.* She loosened her tight grip and I pulled my arm away.
I gently pushed on her shoulder with a slightly trembling finger.
âWe know enough about each other, so we should consider each otherâs perspectives at this point.â
ââŚWhat do you want to say.â
âI surprisingly have no qualms with the way Iâm living right now, so you just need to fulfill your ambitions as best as you can. I have no interest in ruining your plans like you fear, so stop pushing and picking fights with people. I can understand that youâre afraid of being backstabbed, as long as you donât bother me, we can live peacefully together. Our eldest daughter only needs to continue sticking to her bridal lessons, and nothing else, is all Iâm saying.â
Deal?
Beaming, I fixed a ribbon where my finger had been on Laniaâs shoulder.
âSo would the eldest daughter please get out of my way? Before my feathers fly out in front of the Emperor.â
â â â
As I took a step outside, the air was fresher than I could ever imagine.
I didnât particularly approve of people exploiting their opponentâs weakness, using it to threaten them, but doing it myself made me feel as sweet as honey.
âThatâs why you should have been a little more lenient with me.â
Thinking about Lania, who couldnât even say a word as her eyes quivered with raging flames, made my originally stuffy heart thump with excitement.
But I couldnât stay drunk on these feelings.
Though I felt victorious for that one moment, I couldnât forget the fact that I hadnât decisively won the whole war.
In other words, if I didnât want to get strangled acting like a know-it-all, I had to tread carefully.
Lania wasnât your average villainess.
She wasnât the type of woman to stay trembling for long.
âWell, who cares. Anyway, I just have to return Haniel and my duties for today are done.â
ââŚâ
As soon as I saw the sunsetâs glow start to reflect off the lake, my mind jolted awake and rippled like the surface of water.
Itâs really time to say goodbye.
Seeing that was my first thought instead of fear of facing the tyrant Emperor alone, it seemed that my mind was set.