âOhoho, a full house!â (Note*: poker term, itâs a hand with a pair and 3 different cards. A hand is 5 cards)
After school had ended, a welcome party for Masachika and Ayano was held in the student council room. They ate a quick early dinner in the cafeteria, then moved to the student council rooms for snacks and juice before dividing into two groups to deepen their relationship. Masachika, Toya, and Kayasaki were at the office table, while the remaining four moved to the sofas to play cards. However, only Alisa and Yuki were actually playing.
In the beginning, there was an awkward atmosphere, but as Yuki talked positively, it gradually normalized. She was able to get along and was now playing poker with friends.
ââŠIâll fold. Iâm out.â
âOh really? I usually force, but I guess Iâll have to bluff my way out of this one.â
ââŠEh?â
âOh Alya-chan, Iâm sorry.â
They were playing poker by betting snacks, which were distributed to each person. Although, because of the difference in experience, Yuki had won thus far. The contents of Alisaâs pouch were mostly under Yukiâs control by now.
Maria, seeing the situation, laughed a little, which garnered a glare from Alisa. On the other hand, Ayano was the dealer, passing cards with the usual expressionless face. Somehow, she was surprisingly accustomed to being the dealer.
âAs I though from when we played board games beforeâŠit seems that Suou is one step ahead of me in tabletop games.â
Masachika nodded at the evaluation of Toya, watching the situation alongside Kayasaki.
âIâm not sure if itâs a good thing that sheâs from a family of diplomats or notâŠbut that kind of bargaining power is Yukiâs specialty.â
âHmmâŠthat may be true, but isnât Alya also simply too easy to understand?â
âSarashina-senpaiâŠsomething I never thought would be said!â
Masachika collapsed on the desk at Kayasakiâs blunt assessment.
âOhâŠIâm sorry.â
âNo, itâs okayâŠbut itâs true that Alya hasnât made a poker face at all.â
âYou have no mercy, Kuze.â
âNo, becauseâŠhey?â
He put his arm on the back of the chair, turning around to view Alisa, who had just been dealt a card by Ayano. Her eyebrows jumped up in a jerk, lips pursed in a tight line.
After she thought for a few seconds, she bullishly made a bid, but Yuki immediately raised with a double push and folded. Both had forced, but Alisa won by the strength of her cards in hand.
ââŠWell, if you look like that, itâs easy to tell your cards are weak.â
âThe Kujou sisters are surprisingly expressive, eh? I had the impression that she was much less emotional than her sisterâŠhmm, if this is the case, maybe the older oneâs expressions might be harder to read.â
âOhâŠsurely.â
Masachika nodded in agreement when he saw Maria watching over the game with a fluffy smile. Kayasaki agreed with a bitter smile.
âIâve known her for over a year nowâŠto be honest, I still canât read her thoughts. Sheâs a very nice girl, but occasionally does strange things.â
ââŠYou have a unique sensibility.â
âWhat?â (Note*: what?)
Kayasaki, who spoke mercilessly again, was very close to Masachika. Toya laughed happily when he saw such a relationship.
âDonât react so well, Kuze.â
âHahaâŠby the way, why do you call Masha and Alya that way?â
âHmm?â
âI meant, calling them Kujou-senpai and Kujouâs sister.â
âAhâŠâ
Regarding Masachikaâs question, Toya stroked his chin and returned with a grinning smile.
âWhat about it, isnât it cool?â
ââŠWhat?â
Masachika unintentionally reacted to the unexpected reason. However, Toya felt a little shunned, so he followed up in a hurry.
âOh no! Itâs just, I think itâs better to call them like that, but I donât think that can be said with such a serious face.â
âOh yeah. YeahâŠyou understand?â
To follow Masachikaâs thinking, he cleared his through and focused his mind. Kayasaki simply set the tea down with a grinning smile.
âYouâre simply too embarrassed to call them by name, arenât you?â
âUh, uhâŠwell, that sounds like something you would say?â
âBullseye?â
Masachika couldnât help but tease Toya as he swept his gaze at the latterâs lover. Then, Toya spoke to Masachika with an unnecessarily crisp face.
âRather, I wouldnâtâ hide my surprise from you, the one who normally calls the Kujou sisters by nickname.â
âDonât talk to me like Iâm some sort of communicative hermitâŠâ (Note*: introvert ig?)
âKuze, donât forgetâŠdonât forget, until a year ago, I couldnât even properly speak to a girl.â
âThatâs rightâŠâ
âYou were a bumkin for a short time, right? It took you quite a while to be able to call my name now that I think about it.â
âThatâs true. Anyways, I donât plan on calling other girls by name, so thereâs no issue.â
ââŠWhatâs wrong with you all of a sudden?â
âHahahaâŠIâm shy, Iâm shy!â
Toya laughed with a dry smile while holding his ribs after Kayasaki elbowed him. Ayano stood behind them without a sound.
âSarashina-san, how about a drink?â
âWoah!?â
Kayasaki exaggeratedly bounced her shoulders and looked back at the voice from behind her, giving Ayano a stiff smile.
âOh, hahaâŠthatâs a great way to get rid of signs. Itâs not easy for me to find something out, you know?â
âWhat kind of swordswoman are you!?â
âWell, Kuze, Kayasaki is an actual swordswoman. On second thought, more like a brawler.â
âWhat an apocalyptic soundâŠâ
When Masachika said so, she tilted her neck in confusion while Ayano poured a drink into the cup.
âWait thatâs enough, I canât drink anymoreâŠâ
âIs that so? What about Kenzaki-sama?â
âHmm? Oh, thank you.â
In response to Ayanoâs gaze, Toya drank the contents of the glass and presented the empty cup to Ayano, to which she refilled. Even though it was carbonated, it hardly foamed.
âThank you. By the way, you really are a skillful one. It seems you are a servant of Suou. Is it a skill as a servant to avoid making noise?â
âYes, I picked it up from my grandparents.â
âHow?â
âChairman, Ayanoâs grandfather is Yukiâs grandfatherâs secretary, and her grandmother is also a servant of the Suou house.â
Toya and Kayasaki both seemed to be interested in Masachikaâs explanation.
âIf thatâs the case, then are Ayanoâs parents also servants?â
âNo, my parents are office workers.â
âWhat? How is that?â
âWell, I am only a servant because I of my choice. It is not necessarily the family business.â
âThenâŠwhen did you start working as a servant?â
When asked by Kayasaki, Ayano maintained composure and kept the expression on her face.
âHmmâŠto be honest, I am not exactly sure when. I believe it was in second grade of primary school that I decided to start.â
âAt such a young age?â
âItâs just, I admired my grandparents so muchâŠand they were really worthy of serving Yuki-sama.â
âI seeâŠâ
There was an unnatural interval, but Toya and Kayasaki nodded without any particular concern.
âHey, Ayano.â
When Masachikaâs eyebrows furrowed lightly as he beckoned her over, Ayano quietly moved to his side. She then apologized in a whisper for almost misspeaking.
â(Iâm terribly sorry, Masachika-sama)â
â(No, itâs fine, just be more carefulâŠwait)â
â(âŠ?)â
(Youâre not mad at me anymore?) Was what he was going to ask. Masachika, however, swallowed his words as he looked into Ayanoâs eyes.
The cold gaze from lunchtime were gone, replaced with a completely loyal look.
(Her eyes changed complexionâŠwhy? Where the hell did I get her likeability?)
Masachika, puzzled by the fact that Ayano was suddenly acting friendly towards him, even though he did not do anything to garner such respect. Toya then returned to the subject.
âSo, is it considered manners for the servants to stay silent, not disturbing the master?â
âYes. I was always told by my grandparents that as a servant, we should strive to be like air.â
ââŠWhat? That doesnât make much sense, does it?â
Masachika agreed with Kayasakiâs question.
In fact, Ayanoâs grandparentâs intentions were different. While it certainly was not wrong to act natural, what they meant was that they should try to create a comfortable environment for the master without the master being aware of their actions. However, the child Ayano took the words too literally. âI see, like the air!â
Since then, Ayano had become devoted to acting invisible. When she first started behaving carefully and politely as to not make a noise, her grandparents were smiling while watching, âOh, are you imitating us?â âOh, good job.â
Ayano did not even react to the praise, garnering concern from her grandparents, who questioned, âis something wrong?â By then, it had been too late.
Her grandparents, who had accidentally instilled this behavior into Ayano, apologized to her parents. However, Ayano herself seemed to be content, as was Yuki, who was suffering from a slight case of loneliness at the time. She would constantly go, âthis expressionless maid is so cute!â so her parents could not say anything much.
Ayano continued to follow this slightly deviated maid pathâŠuntil now.
She hoped she could become Yukiâs secretary in the future, and was constantly being caution to not overstep her boundaries yet.
âAh, Ayano-chan, could I get some juice?â
âMy apologies. Here you are, Maria.â
Maria walked over with an empty cup.
âAlya told me to shut up.â
Sticking out her tongue in mockery, Maria sat down next to Masachika. Glancing at Alisa, she saw her brow furrowed, staring at the cards with a serious expression. With only three pieces of snacks left in to âbidâ, it seemed she was turning even more serious.
âHeyâŠwill she be okay? They wonât start fighting?â
Toya expressed his concern over the tense atmosphere, but Masachika and Maria shrugged at the same time.
âIt should be fine, Alya looks like sheâs having a lot of fun.â
âItâs not too bad, itâs just thatâŠshe seems to be having a lot more fun than usual.â
âThatâs right.â
âOh, you understand?â
âYep.â
The duo looked at each other, giving a small smile. Toya and Kayasaki, sitting opposite of them, said, âyouâre excitedâŠ? Thatâs it?â
They were tilting their heads, flabbergasted.
Masachika would see that Alisa was having fun at a level he had never seen before. From every action and word, it was obvious that she was enjoying the game with a friend of the same age and gender, something she probably hadnât experienced in years.
For example, the way she looked at her few remaining sweets was not a look of impatience and frustration and the looming loss, but rather regret and sadness that the game was almost over. â Masachika only saw expressions of âI want to play more!â âI almost donât have anything to bid, the game will be over!â
(What is this âlonelinessâ âŠ)
Masachika warmed after thinking of the two personalities of Alisa. He didnât think she was such an inaccessible person from the get-go, but seeing her enjoy playing cards with such passion, he still felt indescribable.
âOh no~, was that it?â
When Masachika whooped around at the sound of Mariaâs voice, he saw that Ayanosâ pitcher was empty. Ayano immediately tried to get it refilled, but paused when she realized they were completely out.
âExcuse me, I shall go downstairs to get some from the vending machines.â
âThen Iâll go tooâŠâ
âItâs okay, Ayano-chan is the heroine of the day.â
âEh?â
Disregarding Ayano, Toya and Kayasaki tilted their heads in confusion at the remarks of a heroine, while Masaschika managed to guess the meaning.
âWell, you and I are the protagonists of this welcome party, so youâre a heroine, right?â
âThatâs it~. Then, Hero, thank you for your escort?â
âWhy?â
As far as he could tell, Mariaâs thoughts were out of his imagination. However, he then thought of how difficult it would be for one person to carry all the drinks, so he decided to accompany Ayano and left his seat. Ayano notified Alisa and Yuki, who were still seated, continuing their game.
âI shall get some drinks from the vending machine downstairs, what would you guys like?â
âIâll have some cider, please?â
âCoke for meâŠer, actually, Iâll take ginger ale.â
While being sent off by the surprised faces of Alisa, Toya, and Kayasaki, Masachika and Maria left the student council room. When he entered the corridor, the motion sensor reacted, turning on the lights. As they walked side by side to the the school courtyard, which was dyed red from the sunset, Maria spoke to Masachika in a calm tone.
âThanks again, Kuze-kun.â
âHuh?â
Instead of the usual fluffy smile, Maria stopped with a calm and gentle expression, causing Masachika to leak a word.
âCould it beâŠ?â
âHmm?â
âOh, never mindâŠâ
After saying it partly unconsciously, he hesitated, wondering if such a question should be asked. Although, prompted by the gentle gaze of Maria, who had stopped and looked back at him, Masachika found himself saying the rest of the sentence.
âMaybe, butâŠMasha, do you deliberately avoid acting serious in front of Alya?â
Maria blinked slowly, as if struck by the emptiness when asked such a question.
And when she snapped back into focus, she showed a stunningly mature smile.
âI donât want to compete with Alya-chan.â
She returned words that seemed unanswered as she heard them. Her solitude flowed in the corridor of only two people.
âAlya-chan is a very hard worker. Sheâs always working so hardâŠI love her.â
âSo youâre playing the laid back sister so Alya wonât see you as a competitor?â
The question went straight to her heart, yet Maria giggled and laughed.
âIâm not pretending. Youâll get tired if you live with your shoulders stretched all the time, right? If you donât relax properlyâŠwell, I canât deny that Iâm loose in front of Alya-chan.
âPfftâŠloose?â
âFufu, because Alya-chan makes me spoil her. I canât help but relax some, you know?â
ââŠSo thatâs how it is?â
Masachika smiled wryly, thinking that it was usually the opposite for sisters.
(I wonder how serious it is)
He looked up at the ceiling while thinking whether to be firm or loose with this senior. Mariaâs whisper then arrived.
âI just donât want Alya to be alone.â
When he looked down again, Maria was there with a shockingly serious expression. Masachika was shocked at the gaze that looked straight him. Then, Maria suddenly relaxed her face again, and said to herself.
âNot just sistersâŠsiblings in general are difficult. They are closer than anyone else, but we canât help but be aware of each other.â
ââŠAhâ
This was something that Masachika understood painfully well. He had abandoned the Suou house where he was bornâŠfor himself. He hated his mother, rebelled against his father, and decided to run away, before realizingâŠthat he was empty.
He had nothing to do. He did not want to become anything, even pushing everything to his sister and becoming free.
It was useless as it was. He needed a purpose, something he couldnât do at the house, or else his escape would be for naught.
He was in a hurry, yet in the end, it was no good. Not sure of what do, he was simply a little kid who ran away from home because of temporary emotions and could not pull himself together.
The younger sister often followed in the footsteps of the elder brother, growing to be the oldest child of the Suou family. She did not make use of the talent she had been blessed with, instead simply decaying. She had the talent to do anything she wanted, but did not try anything, lacking the meaning of existence.
Masachika couldnât help but compare himself, the empty and good for nothing trash, to his sister, who continued to strive with boundless love for her family.
Even so, the fact that they were close siblings not tormented by the feelings of inferiority was mainly due to the efforts of his sister, Yuki.
Yuki was the same as she used to be and conveyed her love in a straightforward manner. She said that Suou Masachika and Kuze Masachika were both her favorite older brothers.
Masachika could also be the older brother who loved his sister after such an act.
If notâŠMasachika surely would have distanced himself from Yuki. She was not shy about telling him this, which allowed him to honestly convey his thoughts and feelings.
(She really is a good sister.)
The moment he thought that, he suddenly realized that the nerdy, outlandish character that Yuki showed was also a deliberate attempt to show him something silly as to not make him feel inferior.
(No, that would be impossibleâŠright?)
He thought that he was overthinking it, yet was worried that there was some truth to it. Understanding this, he felt like he understood more of what Maria was thinking.
It wasnât that she was acting for fun. There was just some aspects that were rather kept hidden to keep the status quo. Many want to look cool in front of those they liked. It just so happened that it was the opposite for Maria.
âMasha isâŠa good older sister/â
âHmm, thatâs right. Iâm actually a good older sister who looks like this.â
Maria proudly bent over, drawing her breasts closer and made a sloppy face. She quickly smiled mischievously, closed one eye and raised a finger to her lips.
âNow, thatâs a secret to Alya, okay?â
Masachikaâs heart beat wildly at Mariaâs previously unknown seductive gestures, laughing ironically to try and deceive himself.
âIâm not going to say anythingâŠeven If I did, I doubt she would believe me. She wouldnât believe her sister is actually a serious adult.â
âOh, isnât that a lot of overestimations? Although itâs true that Iâm a lot more relaxed than Alya-chan. AndâŠâ
From an embarrassed smile, Mariaâs eyes pierced Masachika.
âIsnât Kuze also hiding a serious side?â
ââŠâ
Masachika immediately tried to fake ignoranceâŠand soon realized that it was meaningless, giving up.
ââŠIn my case, itâs not for a big reason like Masha-sanâs.â
It wasnât for anyone. The reason Masachika took a sloppy and playful attitude was to hide himself.
âAfter all, Iâm petty and scum.â
âThatâs okay, I am too.â
Not expecting Maria to understand, he spilled his words out.
Masachika was aware and fully admitted that he was trash yet was still afraid of letting others know such a fact.
He was constantly fooling around so people wouldnât realize his true nature. It was easier for him to be viewed as a lazy, carefree idiot than as a piece of shit. He didnât take anyone seriously and didnât let them figure him out.
Itâs just a way of protecting his own petty pride. It was because he lived like that that he was inexplicably dazzled by people who live straightforwardly without pretending to be themselves. He was really disgusted with himself for not being able to live the same way as them.
â⊠Well, in short, I just want to have fun, so Iâm just sticking to the unscrupulous character so that no one can rely on me. Donât worry.â
And so, today, too, he would be fooling around. Donât let anyone step in, donât let anyone notice.
Why did he tell her this in the first place? He had never revealed his true feelings even to his family before.
(Why is it that⊠my guard is strangely relaxed when Iâm dealing with Masha?âŠ)
Is this a kind of receptive power? Regretting the fact that he had given his senior, whom he had only known for a short time, a glimpse of his true feelings, Masachika gave a wry smile and averted his gaze.
Mariya quietly walked up to Masachika and⊠gently lifted her hand.
âGoodâ
âEh!?â
âYouâre trying, youâre doing your best. Itâs okay. Youâll be fine⊠Kuze, youâll be fine.â
Mariya said gently while stroking Masachikaâs head.
âOh, Iâm notâŠâ
(Iâm not doing my best. Whatâs okay in the first place?)
A sudden thought came to him. Yet he couldnât put them into words, so he just looked down.
He couldnât help it, his chest was shaking and he couldnât get the words out. The gentle and somewhat nostalgic feeling that mysteriously unraveled his heart, he felt as if he would burst into tears if he slacked off even a little⊠Masachika had no choice but to grit his teeth and endure.
âYouâre a good boy. Yeah, yeahâŠâ
Mariya gazed at Masachika with the kindest eyes she could make. It was as if she was comforting a wounded child, or soothing a limp baby.
Shortly thereafter, Masachika moved his head down uncomfortably. Mariya immediately sensed the intention and released her hand.
ââŠIâm sorry.â
âItâs okay. Iâm a senior, and Kuze is a junior. I feel like this is the first time Iâve done something like a senior in the student council. Iâm sure youâll be happy to know that youâre not the only one whoâs had a bad experience.
âHaha, thatâs right.â
Mariyaâs cheeks puffed out in frustration as she smiled her usual fluffy smile. Masachika also smiled slightly, grateful for her seniorâs concern as usual.
âWell, I also⊠I donât show this kind of thing too much.â
âOh, really? You should be more lenient with your seniors.â
âNo, I have pride as a man⊠and it would be bad if your boyfriend saw this.â
âHmm⊠Well, thatâs right⊠but itâs okay. Heâs not the kind of person who gets angry at this.â
âHuhâŠâ
Masachika nodded vaguely to Mariya, who was proud of her breasts. Is that really acceptable?
ââŠShall we go now? If you take it easy, everyone will be thirsty.â
âIs that soâŠâ
Nodding to Mariyaâs words, Masachika once withheld his thoughts and headed back to the vending machine on the first floor. After purchasing drinks for everyone, they returned to the student organization room with a can.
âOh, did you come back? Took you so long.â
âYes, heyâŠâ
âIâm sorry ~? I was talking to Kuze-kun ~â
âIs that so? Well, good. Iâm just finishing up my preparationsâŠâ
When he opened the door to the student council room, he found Toya waiting for him with some kind of fearless smile on his face.
âPreparation?â
When Masachika tilted her head, Toyaâs smile deepened and he said with a pompous attitude.
âAh. Iâm ready for the best intellectual game this student council has to offerâŠâ