CH 55.1

Cheng Rui was not in a hurry to listen, pulled over a chair, sat by the bed, put the warm porridge on the bedside table, and reached out to caress her pale and delicate face.

She is like a delicate flower, unable to bear a little wind and rain, and needs the best energy to support her so that she can live wantonly and brightly.

Ever since he brought her back to Yaoyang base, she hadn’t had a good time because she was targeted by that woman Ye Jiahui, who wanted her life by any means, causing her to be injured twice.

“Eat first. We’ll talk about it later.” He said in a deep voice.

Bai Qing Qing rubbed her cheek against his big warm hand, clinging to him like a small animal, which made her feel soft.

“Help me up.” Her tone was soft but with a hint of command.

Cheng Rui reached out to help her up, took the pillow and, put it on her back, picked up the warm porridge, “I’ll feed you.”

This scene can’t help but remind him that when he was injured, she was by his side, gave him medicine gently, and took care of him with all her heart.

Bai Qing Qing opened her lips slightly, ate slowly, and stopped after eating half of it, “I don’t want to eat anymore.”

Cheng Rui frowned slightly. She was like a sick kitten. Eating such little food made people anxious: “Liang Zhiyu said that you can’t eat spicy food for the time being, you should eat light staple food, and take good care of it for a few days.”

“I know.” Bai Qing Qing was full after eating a little and didn’t want to spit out too much.

Seeing that she didn’t seem to have any appetite, Cheng Rui put down the bowl, took out two pieces of paper to wipe the corners of her mouth, and stared at her with burning eyes: “Speak.”

His handsome and cold features were tense as if he was waiting for the judge to be judged. No matter what punishment she gave, he was willing to do so.

Bai Qing Qing’s eyes no longer had that clear, innocent look but a cold and wild look reminiscent of a hunter dominating his prey.

When Cheng Rui first entered the training camp, the instructor said, don’t underestimate anyone. High-end hunters often appear in the form of prey, seemingly weak, but to make the hunter hook.

We all consider ourselves hunters, but we have already fallen into the trap of our prey.

Bai Qing Qing’s eyes flickered, and she said softly, “Come here.”

Cheng Rui approached her, and the girl’s warm and fragrant breath invaded, and the clear and sweet voice pierced people’s hearts instantly, “I remembered.”

His face froze instantly, and his heart seemed to relax before the death penalty, and he felt a lot of guilt and couldn’t tell what it was like.

Bai Qing Qing stroked his face with her uninjured hand. Her voice was sad and painful: “Actually, I don’t remember it. I had a terrible nightmare. I dreamed of SomethingSomething…”

Her slender white fingers slid down his smooth face, slowly pinched his neck, and stayed there.

“In order to survive and not be abandoned, I tried my best to seduce you, but you didn’t even look at me. I made a wrong step, and I went to the extreme.”

She smiled softly: “And you, in order to protect Bai Tian Tian, gave me a shot.”

The fingers tightened slowly, without much force, but Cheng Rui couldn’t breathe quickly. Her words were like cruel blades piercing his heart, and the latter sentence made him even more painful.

“Bang!” Her voice was weak, accusing him of being cold and cruel, “You exploded my head.”

“I won’t!” Cheng Rui’s voice was hoarse, and he raised his black eyes to look at Bai Qing Qing. Pain flashed in her eyes.

Bai Qing Qing smiled: “Won’t you?” She tilted her head, “If I hadn’t lost my memory, hadn’t changed, and continued to target Bai Tian Tian, you wouldn’t kill me to protect her?”

She groaned and recalled: “The day I first lost my memory, Shen Mingxuan said that he would kill me with a single shot when he found out that I didn’t have amnesia.”

Cheng Rui pursed his lips tightly. His heart was already numb with pain if, according to her association, the team would choose to leave her behind, or they might hurt her for Bai Tian Tian.

Bai Qing Qing’s delicate face was pale, and she leaned her head on his chest with difficulty and carefully, “Cheng Rui, don’t tell them I will be killed.”

Cheng Rui’s tall body was motionless. How could he be willing to let her die? How could he let her die?

“Qing Qing.” His voice was hoarse, regretful, and guilty: “I’m sorry.”

Bai Qing Qing looked up at him with deep eyes: “It turns out that you apologized to me a long time ago because you threw me on the ground.”

She lowered her eyelashes and said, “That’s not your fault. It’s all on my own. I’m shameless.”

The girl’s words stabbed Cheng Rui’s heart hard again. It would be great if he could turn around. He would definitely hug her petite body and tell her not to be afraid of anything, and he would protect her.

Cheng Rui was once known as a murder weapon, cold and emotionless, only bowing his head in front of her, like a sinner, “What can I do to forgive me?”

Bai Qing Qing looked at the man who had been completely tamed, with a very faint emotion in her eyes, and said: “SomethingSomething is wrong, and if it is wrong, it is wrong. There is no forgiveness.”

Cheng Rui looked at her pale face, unable to speak, as if a lump was in his throat.

She sighed and said: “The past is the past. Let it pass, Cheng Rui. I know you like me.”

“Me too…” A shyness appeared on her face, and soon she showed worry: “But, you are not strong enough now. You can’t give me a sense of security.”

Cheng Rui clenched his hands. He couldn’t refute what she said. If he was strong enough, he wouldn’t hurt her again and again.

Bai Qing Qing looked at him with clear eyes, held his hand, and slowly opened his clenched fingers, “I will follow Fu Chen out of Yaoyang base, and you come to me when you are strong enough.”

Cheng Rui knew she would not stay willingly but was still acting with her a few days ago, almost immersed in the peaceful and warm days.

He is indeed not qualified to keep her by his side. She is like a kite with a broken string flying into the sky. Whoever has the ability to grab that string will end.

“Okay.” He promised in a deep voice, “I will find you.”

Bai Qing Qing decided to give him SomethingSomething sweet, raised her head, and kissed his lips, her voice soft and sweet: “I’ll wait for you, Cheng Rui.”