-san: A polite suffix, but not excessively formal.
-kun: A common suffix among friends and younger people.
-chan: A common suffix among people youāre close with, mostly used for feminine nicknames and girls, since itās cutesy and childlike.
Wanting to talk more in private, I headed to the rooftop with Yuki. The cerulean skies extended to the horizon, warmly enveloped by the sunās embrace. We walked up to the fence, where we had a clear view of the blooming cherry blossoms below.
She slowly turned around, facing me as the spring breeze swirled in between the rosy petals; her ivory hair swaying along with their dance. Her eyes, blue as the sky above, glistened with their slight moisture, and her cheeks were rosy as the petals that swirled around us.
When we were in elementary school, I liked Yui, whose face I had never even seen. I honestly had no clue how cute she truly was wrapped under those bandages, and it made my heart flutter even more. If she was just a pretty girl I didnāt know, someone I could never reach, it wouldnāt have moved me as much.
Yuki had been by my side more than anyone else, I couldnāt contain the galloping of my heart. I felt like I could wake up at any second.
āHaru-kun, we can talk more in private here.ā
āOh, Yukiā¦ You surprised me. Youāre really back.ā
āA lot has happened, so I only told you today. Iāve actually come back a few months ago.ā
āAlso, why the surname change? Youāre now a Shirahato, right?ā
āIām sorry, but itās hard to talk about itā¦ Thereās a lot going on.ā
āI seeā¦ Youāve got your own circumstances.ā
āYeah, but anyway, Iām glad I was able to see you again like this.ā
āYouāve worked really hard out there, and you finally got your bandages removedā¦ I also did my best here. Since this school, the one weād promised to meet again at, had a very high deviation score, I drowned myself in studying for three years and managed to enroll here.ā
āIām really sorry for that. I didnāt know much about these things when I was in elementaryā¦ā
āWell, I used to say this schoolās building was gorgeous with all the cherry blossoms, and the uniform was cute. You wouldnāt really know the deviation score and things like that as a kid, so all you could use to judge was how it looked.ā
āIām sorry I made you go through thatā¦ā
āDonāt worry about it. Going to the same school as you was my dream, and I was desperate to make it come true. Besides, if I didnāt study that much back then, I would only drown in thoughts of you, of missing youā¦ It was the right thing at the right time for me, really.ā
When Yuki left, a piece of my heart was ripped out of my chest. Studying was the only thing capable of distracting me from the ever-growing loneliness. I devoted myself to studying because of that, and to make my dream of meeting her again come true.
āFrom now on, weāll be together every single day. For the next three years, please be as close to me as you were in elementary school.ā
āThatās a given. Weāre classmates now, so letās keep being friends.ā
In elementary school, I used to play with her every day, and now Iām in high school. Iām genuinely happy to see her again,Ā to beĀ with her once more.
āWhere have you been living since you came back? the house you used to live in seems to be occupied by someone else.ā
āIām going to start living in a certain apartment, starting today.ā
āI seeā¦ Actually, Iām living in an apartment by myself, too. This school is pretty far from my old house, so my parents rented me an apartment nearby. Iāve been living here since before starting my freshman year here. Itās a really big two-bedroom apartment. By the way, Yuki, where did you rent yours?ā
āYouāll find out soon enough, so donāt tell anyone right now.ā
If I stay as close to Yuki as I was before, Iām sure Iād visit the place she livesā¦ Just like we did back then. Iāll ask her that next time we go out to play.
āWell then, Haru-kun, today was just the entrance ceremony, so there are no afternoon classes. Letās go home, then.ā
āYeah, youāre right. Letās go home together!ā
āFufu~, Iāve been looking forward to going home with you, Haru-kun. Shoulder to shoulder.ā
āMe too, Yuki. Iāve been always hoping this day would come.ā
And as we slowly strolled home, I couldnāt help but be overjoyed. Days like these would continue to happen from tomorrow onwardā¦ My heart wouldnāt stop thumping with excitement.