Being secretly in love with someone is like having a strong alcoholic drink. One knows perfectly well that it will cause dizziness will make a person lose oneself and that it will be painful. And yet like moths to a flame it is gladly endured. You shouldn’t overdo it but I will not stop until I’ve gotten thoroughly drunk. But for any amount of drunkenness one day you’ll have to sober up. Author’s note: This book is related to Zhen Feng Duijue and Zhiye Tishen [1]. The protagonists of both books will make an appearance but Mr. Gu will play a bigger role while the others are just there to buy soy sauce [2]. TN: [1] Zhen Feng Duijue is listed as Beloved Enemy on NU and Zhiye Tishen is referring to Professional Body Double. [2] Buying soy sauce is slang for someone who doesn’t really care about the trending news. In this case it refers to someone who plays a passerby role.